我
昨夜
严重失眠
原来,
"经一事, 长一智"
真的有它的道理.
那时的我,
没有多想
就很直接把"为什么"问出口.
然后得到我预料的答案
当然, 不是实话.
着一次, 我没有再傻傻的去问.
大约也猜到吧,
突然之间,
他避开我的原因.
偏偏他就是那样的人
我只好努力不在意
他的勉强
他的冷漠
他的逃避
2009年7月25日星期六
2009年7月21日星期二
什么改变了,什么还坚持着?
同样的事
同样的我
同样的一种感情
但我不再用同一种心情面对
我不再用同一种手法处理
我不再泄气
我不再沮丧
我不再为了谁的冷漠
而心碎
不变的是我的坚持
或者你们会说
那是倔强, 是任性
大小姐的脾气, 我还是有的
我仍有权任性
无论后果是甜是酸
是笑是泪
我~不~言~悔~
同样的我
同样的一种感情
但我不再用同一种心情面对
我不再用同一种手法处理
我不再泄气
我不再沮丧
我不再为了谁的冷漠
而心碎
不变的是我的坚持
或者你们会说
那是倔强, 是任性
大小姐的脾气, 我还是有的
我仍有权任性
无论后果是甜是酸
是笑是泪
我~不~言~悔~
2009年7月19日星期日
PPS farewell party
闲话不多说... 
我们来看照片....
我看起来好像有点胖???
我们四个....燕,琳,我,仪..还有慧欣
匆忙之下拍的.....才看到我的头....
我和崇凯..
我和汶豪....
我, 子杰,嘉燕
列, 我, 燕, 豪..
列...我和你的和照不见了!!!!!
MAIL给我好吗?
我和集栋....难得他拍照是笑的....不过好像没有看镜头
然后, 就是我和家伦...
<北极星的眼泪>最终还是没有听到...遗憾啊!
选最佳服装奖的时候....
男的是右边那个赢...忘了他叫什么名字
女的...我输了..哈哈
赢的是主席佩文...我右手边那个
2009年7月18日星期六
2009年7月5日星期日
都是假的
不是我不要说话
只是, 总觉得,
我和他们
格格不入
幼说我多心了,
我亦觉得自己多心了.
可不是吗?
都同班多年,
我又不是今年才进这班
有什么好格格不入的?
也许只是无法深交,
也许他们觉得我是个怪人,
也许不屑,
也许, 也许我太敏感了.
累啊,
人际关系.
这不是我的长项.
这一班,
五年了,
不是没有感动过,
不是觉得没有归属感,
只是,
比起她们, 总有点冷漠.
妈告诉我,
朋友, 同学, 人际关系,
到头来,
其实都是假的.
假的!!!!
这世界真的只有你的成就,
像你拿到第一名
你做了什么事,
别人也只能容忍你
那才是真的.
(我没有映射谁,
请别对号入座)
到最后真的只有我的家人
无论我怎么怪怎么坏
还是属于我的....
她们呢?
她们会永远那样容忍我,
陪我哭陪我笑吗?
只是, 总觉得,
我和他们
格格不入
幼说我多心了,
我亦觉得自己多心了.
可不是吗?
都同班多年,
我又不是今年才进这班
有什么好格格不入的?
也许只是无法深交,
也许他们觉得我是个怪人,
也许不屑,
也许, 也许我太敏感了.
累啊,
人际关系.
这不是我的长项.
这一班,
五年了,
不是没有感动过,
不是觉得没有归属感,
只是,
比起她们, 总有点冷漠.
妈告诉我,
朋友, 同学, 人际关系,
到头来,
其实都是假的.
假的!!!!
这世界真的只有你的成就,
像你拿到第一名
你做了什么事,
别人也只能容忍你
那才是真的.
(我没有映射谁,
请别对号入座)
到最后真的只有我的家人
无论我怎么怪怎么坏
还是属于我的....
她们呢?
她们会永远那样容忍我,
陪我哭陪我笑吗?
2009年6月27日星期六
真情真美
真情真美，真如一池春水
风吹点点涟漪，感受细致入微
痴心无罪，付出没有不对
算就一生一世，从此相依相随
不必在乎是谁，翻转是是非非
把前尘做白纸，写上无怨无悔。
我们都愿意给，只要爱的纯粹
就算有苦有累，我们一起去背
爱是多么可贵，贵在有所作为
只要同去同归，成败也无所谓。
来日风雨中有没有伤悲，
无论怎么样一起来面对
百转千回，纵横南北
敞开我们的心扉
<射雕英雄传>片尾曲 (点击观看MV)
周讯那一部
好喜欢,
不只是这首歌
还有这部戏.
我喜欢有个人在身边,
不必说话也懂得我的想法;
我喜欢有个人在身边,
像呼吸般不累赘.
也许轰轰烈烈才能成为传说,
但我宁愿天真烂漫,
纵然会被遗忘.
风吹点点涟漪，感受细致入微
痴心无罪，付出没有不对
算就一生一世，从此相依相随
不必在乎是谁，翻转是是非非
把前尘做白纸，写上无怨无悔。
我们都愿意给，只要爱的纯粹
就算有苦有累，我们一起去背
爱是多么可贵，贵在有所作为
只要同去同归，成败也无所谓。
来日风雨中有没有伤悲，
无论怎么样一起来面对
百转千回，纵横南北
敞开我们的心扉
<射雕英雄传>片尾曲 (点击观看MV)
周讯那一部
好喜欢,
不只是这首歌
还有这部戏.
我喜欢有个人在身边,
不必说话也懂得我的想法;
我喜欢有个人在身边,
像呼吸般不累赘.
也许轰轰烈烈才能成为传说,
但我宁愿天真烂漫,
纵然会被遗忘.
2009年6月13日星期六
AISKACANG重开
AISKACANG重开了...
问题是, 我忘了密码忘了安全提问....
总之, 进不到
靠这燕借我的户口,
进去重温我的部落格
把有价值性的打印出来,
我不想万一有什么三长两短
我又再失去所有.
那个时候的我,
中三,
生活的圆心是他,
饶着他打转...
然后慢慢的,
中四,
被课业淹没.
中四开始日记渐渐少了
生活全记录在AISKACANG中
幸好寻回了
但, 我不知道我是否会回去
AISKACANG,
那个时候的我,
夏飞雪
与现在的我
已经, 不一样了.
回不回去?
问题是, 我忘了密码忘了安全提问....
总之, 进不到
靠这燕借我的户口,
进去重温我的部落格
把有价值性的打印出来,
我不想万一有什么三长两短
我又再失去所有.
那个时候的我,
中三,
生活的圆心是他,
饶着他打转...
然后慢慢的,
中四,
被课业淹没.
中四开始日记渐渐少了
生活全记录在AISKACANG中
幸好寻回了
但, 我不知道我是否会回去
AISKACANG,
那个时候的我,
夏飞雪
与现在的我
已经, 不一样了.
回不回去?
2009年6月12日星期五
2009年6月10日星期三
long long ago
It is becoming a habit,
visiting your blog once in a while.
Especially when things are tough for me.
Nothing new there, I know.
I think you've switched blog, have you?
But I'm not looking for your recent life,
I don't wanna know anymore.
You have your own life, and so do I.
I just wanna flipped back the past,
which probably you and I had long forgotten.
those days when we used to be, so close.
You once said I was the talkative, cheerful, confident, charming girl...
How irony..
was that me?
It seemed so long ago...
And I used to be hot-tampered,
always throwing tantrum and holding grudges against me...
was that me?
It seemed so long ago....
And when you said I've changed,
you said i looked sweet with my smile...
It was long, long ago....
Long forgotten in the river of time.
Do you know...
I'm not the girl you once know;
I'm not the confident girl,
i'm not as simple as I used to be...
I'm not happy,
I'm not satisfied.
Ha,
How time changes a person...
How time changes a friendship...
A friendship,
which I once valued,
and now avoid.
I used to be the closest,
and now I am the one drifting the furthest away from you.
What will you think?
I know they are still in contact with you,
good for them.
But us,
i think it is better, this way.
Though sometimes,
I do miss you.
Or i should say,
I miss someone who pampered me so much,
once.
visiting your blog once in a while.
Especially when things are tough for me.
Nothing new there, I know.
I think you've switched blog, have you?
But I'm not looking for your recent life,
I don't wanna know anymore.
You have your own life, and so do I.
I just wanna flipped back the past,
which probably you and I had long forgotten.
those days when we used to be, so close.
You once said I was the talkative, cheerful, confident, charming girl...
How irony..
was that me?
It seemed so long ago...
And I used to be hot-tampered,
always throwing tantrum and holding grudges against me...
was that me?
It seemed so long ago....
And when you said I've changed,
you said i looked sweet with my smile...
It was long, long ago....
Long forgotten in the river of time.
Do you know...
I'm not the girl you once know;
I'm not the confident girl,
i'm not as simple as I used to be...
I'm not happy,
I'm not satisfied.
Ha,
How time changes a person...
How time changes a friendship...
A friendship,
which I once valued,
and now avoid.
I used to be the closest,
and now I am the one drifting the furthest away from you.
What will you think?
I know they are still in contact with you,
good for them.
But us,
i think it is better, this way.
Though sometimes,
I do miss you.
Or i should say,
I miss someone who pampered me so much,
once.
2009年5月30日星期六
Life's hard
I havent update blog for a long time.
Because, there's nothing much to say.
I rather keep it in heart.
I know whining and crying doesnt help much.
And I doubt anyone is interested to lend an ear.
Laughter can be shared, but tears should be streaming alone.
This is the law, the law of the game, isnt it?
Everything goes back to when it used to be...
to that time when life's hard..
Feeling there's no one for me to lean on...
To talk to....
I know some of them are willing, but I never want to burden them wif my own problems...
when they are already trying to sope theirs with their best
and as if, they never seem to understand mine....
I keep them to myself...
It has to be me, the only to,
to face them and overcome them.
I cant make up a brave face and said I dont need anyone,
but it is better
if I cope with silence.
Because, there's nothing much to say.
I rather keep it in heart.
I know whining and crying doesnt help much.
And I doubt anyone is interested to lend an ear.
Laughter can be shared, but tears should be streaming alone.
This is the law, the law of the game, isnt it?
Everything goes back to when it used to be...
to that time when life's hard..
Feeling there's no one for me to lean on...
To talk to....
I know some of them are willing, but I never want to burden them wif my own problems...
when they are already trying to sope theirs with their best
and as if, they never seem to understand mine....
I keep them to myself...
It has to be me, the only to,
to face them and overcome them.
I cant make up a brave face and said I dont need anyone,
but it is better
if I cope with silence.
2009年5月22日星期五
frustrating
This is soooooooo frustrating
Why am I not living in a movie?
Why am i not living in a novel?
Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why am I not living in a movie?
Why am i not living in a novel?
Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2009年5月3日星期日
byebye
I just noticed..
exam is only 11days away.
Means.....
I'm dying.
Was struggling with trigo since 11 in the morning,
till now.
Not much done yet, for sure.
Yes, I'm busy busy busy like a bee everyday
I wanna immerse myself in study,
to ignore,
those frustratung changes
of those so-called friends.
Used-to-be friends
Who needs them?
i already have enough...
exam is only 11days away.
Means.....
I'm dying.
Was struggling with trigo since 11 in the morning,
till now.
Not much done yet, for sure.
Yes, I'm busy busy busy like a bee everyday
I wanna immerse myself in study,
to ignore,
those frustratung changes
of those so-called friends.
Used-to-be friends
Who needs them?
i already have enough...
2009年4月26日星期日
To Winson
I reread my blog on friendster,
and I found a post
which I wrote about you last year,
about the answer you gave me
when I asked why you treat me so good.
You said it is because of my attitude,
and you cant find a way to describe it.
Then I went to the site,
where you said things about me,
all those good things
with our photo on it.
And only then I was reminded,
we used to be so good.
We may had quarreled all the time,
We may had hurt each other's feeling with no apology till now,
but, yes, we used to be so close.
And now,
we are so far away from each other,
so far away
than we used to be.
I know, it is because of me.
I've changed, a lot.
More than you have already known.
I may be angry with you at times,
with your attitude,
so arrogant,
so inconsiderate,
but I never deny, at times,
you've done things that touched me.
Give me one more chance, wont you?
Give me another chance to fix things up,
and back to where we used to be.
I know your computer has broken down,
and you wont be able to read this so soon.
It's ok.
I just wanna say sorry
to be rude at you most of the time.
and I found a post
which I wrote about you last year,
about the answer you gave me
when I asked why you treat me so good.
You said it is because of my attitude,
and you cant find a way to describe it.
Then I went to the site,
where you said things about me,
all those good things
with our photo on it.
And only then I was reminded,
we used to be so good.
We may had quarreled all the time,
We may had hurt each other's feeling with no apology till now,
but, yes, we used to be so close.
And now,
we are so far away from each other,
so far away
than we used to be.
I know, it is because of me.
I've changed, a lot.
More than you have already known.
I may be angry with you at times,
with your attitude,
so arrogant,
so inconsiderate,
but I never deny, at times,
you've done things that touched me.
Give me one more chance, wont you?
Give me another chance to fix things up,
and back to where we used to be.
I know your computer has broken down,
and you wont be able to read this so soon.
It's ok.
I just wanna say sorry
to be rude at you most of the time.
2009年4月19日星期日
以前, 现在, 以后
刚刚ON9的时候,
他IDLE着,
不知道溜到哪里去了,
所以, 我就LEPAK LEPAK~~~
突然想起了AISKACANG,
那个, 很就以前
我们很热忱的论坛.
打下它的网址, 按下ENTER,
依旧是WEB PAGE CANNOT BE DISPLAYED.
记得我们当年的热闹,
记得每天迫不得已上论坛的急迫,
记得遇见谁谁谁, 就微笑地说, 你是论坛那个谁谁谁吗?
记得半夜寂寞依然有人陪着我拼命发帖,
记得我们的斗嘴, 我们的笑, 我们的文字, 我们的安慰....
还有我两年多的部落格.....
为什么关掉?
为什么一点预兆都没有,
就酱销声匿迹,
连一点痕迹都没有留下,
证明那些曾经,
留驻过....
公主, 大风, 草莓, 沙王, 猪猪, 珊, 娃娃.....
虚拟世界就是那么无情吧?
从一开始,
我就不该将太多的感情投注于中,
那时, 还小吧...
然后转到一度活跃的FRIENDSTER.
我的部落格,
那些离开了的人,
有人....
还有, 我发现她删掉我这朋友了.
也许, 是最好的结局吧?
那, 她会BLOCK掉她的BLOGSPOT不让我进吗?
那些回忆
如今依然华丽灿烂.
只是多了遗憾,
多了惆怅.
以后呢?
很久很久以后,
我是否会回到这部落格,
(或许那时已布满灰尘?)
感慨?
如果, 很久很久以后,
我们不再无话不谈,
每次SIGN IN MSN,
看见他的名字闪烁,
我的心是否会酸是否会楸痛?
他IDLE着,
不知道溜到哪里去了,
所以, 我就LEPAK LEPAK~~~
突然想起了AISKACANG,
那个, 很就以前
我们很热忱的论坛.
打下它的网址, 按下ENTER,
依旧是WEB PAGE CANNOT BE DISPLAYED.
记得我们当年的热闹,
记得每天迫不得已上论坛的急迫,
记得遇见谁谁谁, 就微笑地说, 你是论坛那个谁谁谁吗?
记得半夜寂寞依然有人陪着我拼命发帖,
记得我们的斗嘴, 我们的笑, 我们的文字, 我们的安慰....
还有我两年多的部落格.....
为什么关掉?
为什么一点预兆都没有,
就酱销声匿迹,
连一点痕迹都没有留下,
证明那些曾经,
留驻过....
公主, 大风, 草莓, 沙王, 猪猪, 珊, 娃娃.....
虚拟世界就是那么无情吧?
从一开始,
我就不该将太多的感情投注于中,
那时, 还小吧...
然后转到一度活跃的FRIENDSTER.
我的部落格,
那些离开了的人,
有人....
还有, 我发现她删掉我这朋友了.
也许, 是最好的结局吧?
那, 她会BLOCK掉她的BLOGSPOT不让我进吗?
那些回忆
如今依然华丽灿烂.
只是多了遗憾,
多了惆怅.
以后呢?
很久很久以后,
我是否会回到这部落格,
(或许那时已布满灰尘?)
感慨?
如果, 很久很久以后,
我们不再无话不谈,
每次SIGN IN MSN,
看见他的名字闪烁,
我的心是否会酸是否会楸痛?
2009年4月18日星期六
2009年4月17日星期五
2009年4月13日星期一
单纯
I love you, You love me,
We're a happy family,
with a great big hug,
and a kiss from me to you,
Won't you say you love me too!
I love
you, You love me,
We're best friends like friends should be,
With a
great big hug,
And a kiss from me to you,
Won't you say you love me too!
就单单纯纯的
我爱你, 你爱我
活在如棉花糖的梦幻云彩
行吗?
2009年4月10日星期五
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