Life's hard

I havent update blog for a long time.
Because, there's nothing much to say.
I rather keep it in heart.
I know whining and crying doesnt help much.
And I doubt anyone is interested to lend an ear.
Laughter can be shared, but tears should be streaming alone.
This is the law, the law of the game, isnt it?

Everything goes back to when it used to be...
to that time when life's hard..
Feeling there's no one for me to lean on...
To talk to....
I know some of them are willing, but I never want to burden them wif my own problems...
when they are already trying to sope theirs with their best
and as if, they never seem to understand mine....

I keep them to myself...
It has to be me, the only to,
to face them and overcome them.

I cant make up a brave face and said I dont need anyone,
but it is better
if I cope with silence.

frustrating

This is soooooooo frustrating
Why am I not living in a movie?
Why am i not living in a novel?

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

byebye

I just noticed..
exam is only 11days away.

Means.....
I'm dying.

Was struggling with trigo since 11 in the morning,
till now.
Not much done yet, for sure.

Yes, I'm busy busy busy like a bee everyday

I wanna immerse myself in study,
to ignore,
those frustratung changes
of those so-called friends.

Used-to-be friends

Who needs them?

i already have enough...